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(NASHVILLE, Tn.) – Nobody died. Let’s be clear about that from the start. But walking out of Bridgestone Arena on that bleak December night, it sure felt like some small—but vital—part of me kicked the bucket. If grief truly comes in stages, Big Blue Nation skipped denial and bargaining entirely and hurtled straight into anger and depression. A 35-point blowout loss to Gonzaga will do that to you.

Thirty-five. Five touchdowns. A deficit so large you half-expected Diego Pavia to pad his Heisman stats by tossing one more.

The Cats shot 26% from the field—a number so pitiful you’d think they were tossing up prayer requests rather than basketballs. Meanwhile, Graham Ike—just one man, mind you—had more two-point field goals than the entire Kentucky roster. Let that sink in. One guy outscoring a blue-blood program in its own chosen sport. And not just any sport—the sport. The one woven into our DNA, passed down from grandparents to grandbabies like that sacred cloth Mark Pope keeps referencing.

This wasn’t just a loss. It was the fiber unraveling on holy ground—the third-most lopsided defeat in the shot clock era. We’ve known pain before. Saint Peter’s. Oakland. That 41-point thrashing from Vanderbilt—Vanderbilt!—that still wakes some of us with night sweats. Gardner Webb. Robert Morris in the NIT. Middle Tennessee State, if you really want to dig around in old wounds. But this… this seemed different. This was more visceral. This was more publicly humiliating. This was a blue mist turning into a funeral fog over Lower Broadway.

The boos rained down like I’ve never heard—sharp, heavy, and honest. Those weren’t spur-of-the-moment grumbles. Those were boos pulled from deep in the diaphragm—boos with ancestry.

And in the middle of it all stood Mark Pope. Clueless. Clutching his arms. Pacing. Staring. Hoping. Praying. Whatever offensive scheme existed remained locked in the bus. The defense was optional. The effort was zero. And the $22-million payroll—which should buy you at least a handful of competent dribbles—played like a group of guys who accidentally wandered in from the YMCA while looking for hot chicken.

Afterward, Pope sat there and took it. “All the boos we heard tonight were incredibly well deserved—mostly for me,” he acknowledged.

And credit where due—he’s right. BBN isn’t booing because we hate. BBN boos because we care too much. Because this program is stitched into our emotional circuitry. Because watching it flounder like this feels like watching a beloved family business collapse under the weight of mismanagement and market forces we don’t fully understand.

Because NIL—this new world we were forced into—feels like it’s quietly cannibalizing the very soul of Kentucky basketball.

Where do we go from here? That’s the question echoing from Lexington to London to Pikeville to Paducah. This program means so much—too much, maybe—and to see it decimated, hollowed out, and sold to the highest bidder leaves a taste in the mouth not unlike despair.

We’ve now lost six straight to AP Top 25 opponents. Six. That’s not a skid. That’s a full-blown car crash. Indiana comes calling next Saturday, carrying history and smugness in equal measure. I guarantee the Hoosiers are smelling fear the way sharks smell blood.

Pope keeps telling us he’s going to fix it. He says it every game, every press conference, every painful in-between: “We’ll fix it.”

But those words—once hopeful, once rousing—are starting to fall on ears that have gone numb from overuse. We’ve become the fanbase that cries wolf, except the wolves actually show up and chew our legs off every other week.

Nobody died. But something inside us sure felt like it did. The Empire may have crumbled in Nashville, but unlike the Romans, we don’t have the luxury of blaming the Visigoths. This collapse came from within—bad shots, bad schemes, bad chemistry, bad body language, bad vibes. The kind of decay you can’t just patch with a rah-rah press conference, a well-placed promise, or even a savior named Jayden Quaintance.

And here’s the uncomfortable truth that stings most of all—the one we don’t want to say out loud but feel gnawing at us anyway: we don’t know if this gets better. We don’t know if the fixes Pope keeps preaching about are real or wishful incantations. We don’t know if a program built on NIL money and one-year mercenaries can rediscover heart, pride, or purpose. We don’t know if next Saturday against Indiana is the first step back… or one more step into the void.

We don’t know. That’s the scary part.

Because for all our bluster and bravado, Big Blue Nation likes certainty. We like legacy. We like stability. We like knowing that no matter the chaos swirling through college hoops, Kentucky Basketball stands firm—unshakable, undeniable, eternal.

But standing outside Bridgestone Arena after that 35-point humiliation, looking into the hollow faces of fellow fans who traveled hundreds of miles for a beatdown they’ll never forget, it was impossible not to feel the ground shifting under our feet.

Maybe we rise from this. Maybe we don’t. Maybe this is rock bottom. Or maybe—we whisper it, barely audible—it’s a sign of something even more ominous.

Nobody died. But something has changed. And until this team proves otherwise, we’re left clinging to hope with one hand… and bracing for the worst with the other.

This article was originally written for distribution through Nolan Group Media publications.

Dr. John Huangis a retired orthodontist, military veteran, and award-winning author. Currently serving as a columnist for Nolan Group Media, he invites readers to follow him on social media @KYHuangs. Explore his latest, Whining For Posterity, and all his books at Amazon.